sometimes I feel crazy for feeling
sometimes I feel like you don't even begin to understand
sometimes I think you must think me a fool

sometimes I even feel the fool
I do not like being out of control
but being out of control of myself...
I simply don't know what to do

sometimes I think you cannot understand my foolishness
but then I remember that you were once here too

and instead of just feeling the fool for feeling
I feel the fool for feeling for someone who wont allow themselves to feel anymore
but then... you know what this feels like... dont you?