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Life Goes on 10/13/2003 5:54:00 PM
Pain Today I awoke and the pain has returned with a vengence.
My back and hips seem to be on fire, and the pain killers are not working well. I could go back on the Methadone, but I am concerned about the narcotic effects so I'll stick to the codiene, (Not as strong).
May have to see the Doctor and have another X-Ray or scan to check for a clot. The last one nearly got me.
I would not wish to become medication dependent, quality of life is more important, and not being able to Ride would, to me, be a loss of quality. This is why i refuse to go back to a chair, so condescending mongrels can treat me like an idiot? not likely, that's why i gave it up.
The most obvious side affect of pain is depression, but I have the choice to let it get me down, I choose not to become a slave.
When I think of Juanita and her Fibro Myalgia, she inspires me.
