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UPDATE 9/10/2012 1:44:05 PM
My surgery is tomorrow. I am having an abdominal hysterectomy. I am told this is major surgery...yet supposedly done everyday and a breeze.
I have a super partner in Paul. I use his real name because he is my partner and has helped me immensely through this ordeal. I am no longer hiding who he is because its been over a year since we've lived together and enough is enough. Really eveyone who should know we are a couple do. Nobody is in the dark any longer.
So...I got denied insurance from Kaiser. They listed about 5 reason, most of which were about my need for a end to my current medical issues. Paul and I are going into this surgery without insurance.
Am I scared? ...Yeah. But this foreign thing in me must come out and so there ya go!
I have been on a panic high for a couple of days. My breathing is labored..and all I want to do is escape my situation. I had a panic attack on Friday, while doing a multitude of tests, and making payments. This is very hard for people with anxiety disorders. Giving up control to a doctor I hardly know is difficult. Giving up control to anesthesia and that doctor, whom I do not know. I am doing my best to cope and survive the panic without compromising my health.
Paul will be with me very step of the way!! I will let you know what happens.
