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What a Month! 11/12/2014 9:12:00 AM
Family issues, depression and fibromyalgia pain. Just when I think my life will settle down all heck breaks loose. Divorce date is supposed to be set for the 20th, but looks like it could be postponed because he hasn't taken the mandatory parenting class.
Money is so tight. We will get a check next week. Thinking about going to a food bank because now that I am 65, I have been knocked off all of my drug assistance programs for three of my meds. The three that are the most expensive of course. I had to pay $185 out of pocket for one of my most needed meds and it looks like I will have to pay for it again. I don't mean to be complaining, I looked all afternoon for a prescription med plan that would cover all of my prescriptions but was so confused I gave up in tears.
Cold and damp weather makes my body hurt. Fibro pain is always in a different spot. So I wake up in the morning wondering which part of my body is going to hurt on this day. Yesterday, it was my upper body. I ached and even my clothes rubbing irritated my skin. Day before that, it was my right hip and leg. Aching I can usually deal with, but the sharp pains hurt.
I am really depressed. I have no desire to write. Even having my precious granddaughter is not cheering me up.
Steve's mom went back home to finish recovering. I hope it works out but at least its not on me anymore. I am just trying to save up until the next "mom" crisis hits and I have to drive four hours and stay for days in a place where I cannot get reliable internet service.
Sorry, rant is over for today, normally am much more upbeat. This day is just bad.