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A girl I once Loved 11/25/2012 3:51:30 AM
A long time ago-back when I was in school I saw a girl that I fell in love with at first sight-I know what you might be thinking " Puppy Love " well it sure felt real to this puppy. Ok it was one sided as she did in the end reject me by saying " I'm not good enough for you"-honestly I know I would have loved her anyway. Still it didn't work out-- we moved on and yet once in a while on mornings and lonely nights I think of her--her name was Heather Cameron-blonde hair, blue eyes--last I heard she lives in Halifax-married with several kids
Its funny when you are young and you think how you can ever go on when the one person you want to be with passes you by
I did that to someone who wanted a relationship with me -its been a long time ago now too--I just wanted Friendship--she wanted more--when I look at my current situation I wonder --was that my soulmate??
Does that explain why I miss her British accent, and her dark hair--she was a Gemini and I am a Libra
Long afterwards I looked back and realized what I had wanted would have shocked her-as I wanted to be more controlling of her than she could have imagined--sometimes I even thought I was falling in Love with her...still like my first Love it didn't work out
tho I know-when I realize being separated ain't going to change I think of the woman with the British accent and dare to imagine what might have been if I had adopted a more controlling relationship and she as a -- Submissive role--but she was more vocal and I was too quiet at the time-I realize now it is what she wanted but I thought it was too weird...now I am not so sure....and that is not news BUT that too is reality
