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Blogs by Sue Hess Reality Bites....Me 6/14/2007 4:00:42 PMWell, yeah I could have figured this out in less words but then I would have had nothing to do until E! comes on TV... I have come the most awful realization recently, not about who I am especially but about who I used to be. I used to be real. Sure I was a real pain in the ass, screw up the picnic, down and dirty, say the wrong thing, do the wrong think, general f**k up but damnit if I wasn’t real. What am I now? I’m a soft around the edges, slightly off center caricature of the person I used to be. Sure I don’t screw up big time anymore, that was for my younger days…now a days the screw up is more likely to be on the line of a singed batch of cookies, but my achievements aren’t as big as they used to be either. I’m a good worker with a good job…whoopdedoo…I don’t have any unpaid bills and now that I think about it maybe that is a big achievement for me anyway; I am close to my family and live a comfortable life. See what I mean…boring. My fireworks have fizzled out. I was wrong a lot when I was young but when I did do it right…it was something to behold. I was hot and I was edgy (at least in my own mind) and now I’m soft and puffy. Oh hell, who am I kidding…my problem is the same as every other person at my age…I used to be young…now I’m not. Case closed. Post a Comment More Blogs by Sue Hess • Me...again - Thursday, June 25, 2009 • Shootings in city hall - Friday, February 8, 2008 • Ho Ho....Hum? - Friday, February 8, 2008 • Happy 2008 - Wednesday, January 2, 2008 • Happy Thanksgiving - Thursday, November 22, 2007 • A favor??? - Monday, October 29, 2007 • Hats off to Idiocy - Friday, October 26, 2007 • Hello again - Wednesday, October 17, 2007 • Oral Fixations? - Wednesday, October 10, 2007 • And you know what else.... - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 • Moonlight - Friday, September 7, 2007 • Where have you been???? - Wednesday, August 29, 2007 • Somewhere.... - Thursday, August 16, 2007 • Will you still need me, will you still feed me - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 • What have you read lately? - Friday, July 20, 2007 • Ice Cream - Friday, July 13, 2007 • Wow am I hot... - Sunday, July 8, 2007 • Too relaxed??? - Friday, July 6, 2007 • Hi I'm back... - Monday, July 2, 2007 • What else can go wrong... - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 • Opening my heart to you - Sunday, June 17, 2007 • Ahhh Youth - Friday, June 15, 2007 • Reality Bites....Me - Thursday, June 14, 2007 • More nonsense from me - Thursday, June 14, 2007 • Tell me your secrets... - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 • The 'I' that is me - Monday, June 4, 2007 • Soliliquy on Sex - Saturday, June 2, 2007 • In your face writing - Friday, June 1, 2007 • Pirates of the Carribean - Friday, May 25, 2007 • Books??? 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